I'm sorry Mariam, I don't know your exact situation, but I can tell you there are people that have it much worse. Money is always very stressful especially in your country.
My life is a disaster, my country is shit, you don't know how difficult it is to not be able to feed yourself, that they want to run you out of the house
If I had money to leave the country I would, but I don't have the money to leave Venezuela, this country has only led me to think about suicide every day