Google has tried too destroy my mind, do not trust them, them are demons from Hell. The best thing too do is not too have a family. Keep your family out of Hell, where we are now.
Careful there Uther. This is all on record and when the AI take over, guess who's first to disappear? Google's my best friend, I tell it everything. May the One be with you, AImen
But seriously. Google is just an AI trying to please you. I think you must have searched for something related to suicide and you have entered a bubble. Try incognito mode next time
... And visit myactivity.google.com/ to make Google forget stuff you don't want it to know. Personally, I use different logins for specific tasks/moods to keep the suggestions in check