If God or Jesus his son were American Citizens I would still be pissed off at them for spying on Americans, because that would mean they are traitors lol.
Imma say this once, just for the minuscule chance you actually have problems with spies and not acting. You need to get offline for a while and talk to someone who can maybe help you.
Your old memo's looks like you still had some brains cells left. But now you're like completely fucked in the head. You should do something about that.